looking at Looking.

“If one approaches another man with a fixed 'theory' about him as an 'enemy' against whom one must defend oneself, he will respond similarly, and thus one's 'theory' will apparently be confirmed by experience.”

— David Bohm, Wholeness & the Implicate Order


"Looking at Looking" is an immersive exploration of individual idiolects, prompting viewers to reflect on the nuanced ways in which we see, listen, and connect with the world and each other.

Through its reflective surfaces and auditory landscapes, the installation invites participants to contemplate the intricate dance between personal perception, shared experiences, and the ever-evolving idiolects that shape our understanding of the human journey.

"Looking at Looking" emerged as a thought-provoking installation showcased at the "Idiolect" exhibit held at the Belfast Exposed Photography Gallery.

Rooted in the concept of idiolect—an individual's unique way of speaking—the project extends this linguistic notion into the visual realm, “Looking at Looking” explores the distinctive ways in which we perceive and interpret the world around us.

The installation employs a highly reflective print surface, strategically drawing viewers into the active processes of observation and interpretation. Positioned as integral participants in the experience, the audience becomes complicit in the unfolding narrative. The fusion of audio and visual elements amplifies this engagement, with soundscapes captured during a remarkable 8,226 km solo train journey through Europe.

The reflective print surface serves as a metaphorical mirror, prompting contemplation on the multifaceted nature of individual perception. The separation and recombination of visual and auditory senses underscore the intricate interpretive processes inherent in the act of looking and listening. The project provocatively suggests that when we gaze upon others, we are, in essence, confronting ourselves—a poignant realization that our perspectives are inseparable from our own unique idiolects.

The poignant quote by David Bohm, "If one approaches another man with a fixed 'theory' about him as an 'enemy' against whom one must defend oneself, he will respond similarly, and thus one's 'theory' will apparently be confirmed by experience," becomes a guiding principle for "Looking at Looking." The project encourages viewers to reevaluate preconceived notions and biases, fostering an understanding that our interpretations are intrinsically linked to our own idiolects.

hearing :/: seeing



Sound gathered from a series of 7 second clips derived from conversations with strangers over the course of my solo 8,226 km train journey through Europe. 

Separating and recombining the visual and auditory senses is a way of emphasising the interpretive processes that we each undergo when looking and listening to others, which begs the question - when we look at others, are we constantly confronting ourselves?

Looking at Looking audio

This project was created partly as a response to, and in acceptance of, losing of all the photographs and video footage I gathered during my rail journey as all I had left were the audio recordings I took of voices and environments.  After 36 trains, through 14 countries, 336gb on 14 memory cards vanished.  Although I no longer had the physical images I will never forget the experience nor the gracious strangers that I met along the way who quickly and seamlessly became close friends.  I'd like to thank them for sharing their time with me.  Thank you Marco, Danielle, Norman, Florian, Kristen, Tiago, Sabrina, Rita, Mary, Petra, Antonio, Blake Eleni, Kostas, Grace, Olympia, Diana, Teo, Claudia, Garrett, Cristian, Sean, Papa Fahr, Khoi, Paul, Sissel.

Almost a year after this exhibition, I received a call from a woman in Washington state who had found my case of memory cards at a lavender farm on Maui. Without any identifiable information on the cards, it took her months to find an indication of who I was and how she could find me. She found me through a friend who called me joyously and serendipitously on the day that I submitted my thesis. The unique circumstances of this project continue to perplex and delight me. While I formulate my thoughts and curate a project from the photo & video footage of the trip, below are portraits of some of the wonderful new friends mentioned above.

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